Live In My Memory Chapter Fourteen
Swallowing hard as I look at the gun I feel Zac let go of my hair. I am making no effort to move, scared that if I do he is going to use the gun on me. I'm afraid that Zac is going to kill me like he killed Carrick.
"Get on the damn bed Avery," Zac speaks smacking my ass hard which makes me jump.
Nodding I slowly make my way to the bed and sit down on it, locking eyes with Zac who is still holding the gun. "Are you going to kill me?" I finally ask as my voice gives away just how scared I am that Zac is mad enough to end my life. He may love me but it's apparent that something has changed in him during his time away and it scares the shit out of me.
Zac laughs at that question making his way to the bed where he bends down, putting the gun right at the temple of my forehead. "Are you afraid I will?" he asks his voice harsh and his eyes turning the blackest I have ever seen them look. "You afraid I will put a bullet into that precious head of yours?" he asks as his free hand goes in between my legs roughly and his index finger dips into my wetness causing me to moan out loudly.
"Y..yes," I mutter out biting down on my lip as his finger starts to move inside me making me squirm.
Zac just smirks before pressing the gun harder against my head, "I'd never kill you baby," he whispers seductively as he adds a second finger inside of me harshly which causes my eyes to squeeze shut. "I love you too much to kill you."
"Then why are you holding a gun on me?" I ask him as I try my darnedest not to moan as his fingers continue their assault on me. It feels too good though after already being turned on anyway.
"Because I want to have a little fun with it," Zac says to me and I open my eyes looking back at him. "I want to fuck you senseless while holding you at gun point," he smirks almost looking like an evil villain from one of those killer movies that teens watch.
I can't help but feel my eyes widen at his words, "You could accidentally hit the trigger," I say trying to think of a reason this is a bad idea.
Zac adds a third finger inside of me and I soon hear a click on the gun, "The safety is on," he whispers obviously trying to reassure me. "Though I have had sex with the safety off before," he mutters before moving his fingers out of me and moving them up to his mouth where he licks them clean. That act is so fucking hot.
"Fine," I mutter knowing I have lost mind or I am just damn horny and want Zac to fuck me senseless.
After I give consent I feel Zac push me back on the bed, laying the gun down long enough for him to undress quickly and lay over me, his lips going to my neck as he slides inside of me. It's after he is inside of me that he grabs the gun again and puts it back to my temple.
"Y..you forgot a condom," I tell him in between moans as he starts to thrust in and out of me hard and fast. It feels amazing so amazing that I don't really want him to pull out to put a condom on.
Zac nips my neck at that comment, "I want a baby with you Avery," he mutters on my skin. "We can give Junia a brother or sister," he groans as his movements get harder inside of me, the gun going closer to my temple. It's bad but I am starting to get a thrill of it. "Don't you want to have my babies?" he asks as his lips go up to my ear.
I go silent after what he whispers. I know Zac I told him I couldn't think of having another baby when Carrick was threatening to take Bree away but now Carrick is dead. "I....not yet," I whisper as my nails dig into his back. Bree is only seven months old. I do want to wait until she is at least two before having another child.
"I can pull out," Zac says as his breathing gets hard. "Put a condom on."
Shaking my head no I dig my nails farther into his back. I don't want him pulling out now, not when I already feel so close to my orgasm.
"Thought so," he whispers as he moves even faster the bed moving now with his movements. I can't help but pray that Taylor doesn't hear it and come in here. I really don't want him to interrupt sex for me the second time today. I would like to get off once.
Closing my eyes when my orgasm hits I feel my nails break the skin of Zac's back as I moan out his name over and over again, shivering when I feel him soon cum inside of me not long after, his finger hitting the trigger on accident which makes me jump as I hear it.
Zac just moves off me a small smile on his lips, "I just wanted to see your reaction," he tells me between breaths as he lays beside me.
I glare before sitting up in the bed, "You are a crazy asshole," I spit out feeling angry at him. Standing up I quickly grab the sheet off the bed.
"But it wasn't on," Zac sighs as he too stands up and wraps his arms around me right as the door opens and Taylor steps in the room, freezing at the sight in front of him.
Taylor looks down clearly not wanting to see Zac and I, "I..I just came in here to tell Avery that Bree is awake. I think she may be hungry."
I nod and move away from Zac, "Her bottle is in the diaper bag that I left in the car. I'll go get it after I get my clothes on," I sigh knowing my clothes are in his room. Turning back for a minute I reach for the gun on the bed, seeing Zac is looking away from me. He is bent over to grab his clothing and Taylor is looking at his ass with furrowed eyebrows, almost as if Zac is missing something back there.
Dismissing that thought I leave the room, going down the hallway to Taylor's where I put my clothes on in a hurry before going down the stairs and out to my car to get Bree's bottle.
Once I have the bottle in my hand I come back inside, going to the nursery where Bree is in fact awake and sitting up. Picking her up I offer her the bottle which she takes happily, resting her head on my shoulder. Holding her closer I swallow hard. I know Taylor is right not wanting Zac around her. Zac is slowly losing his mind it seems. What he did with the gun today proves that.
"What is mommy going to do baby girl?" I ask her as I sit down in the rocking chair. "How am I going to tell Zac that I can't be with him because I fear for the safety of my kids," I frown also including Junia. She may be his child but I also fear for her safety as well. I thought he loved me enough not to harm me but I know if that gun hadn't had the safety on that I could be dead right now. Zac could have killed me.
Shaking my head I hold Bree on my hip as I leave the room watching as Zac all but runs past me to get downstairs. Not long after he has past me I look at Taylor who has now also came out of the guest room. "What the hell was that about?" I ask before I hear the front door slam shut.
Taylor shakes his head before stepping closer to me, "We just had a disagreement," he frowns looking confused. "Do you still have those pictures Sadie gave you?" he asks me his voice going hushed as if he expects Zac to hear him from outside.
"Yes," I answer back my voice equally as low as his was. "Why?"
"Just..examine them really closely," he nods as he locks eyes with me. "Examine them really closely and really well," he adds on before passing me, going downstairs as well. "And I think it would be best if for the time being you let Bree and Junia both stay at mom and dad's especially since Zac has a key to your house."
Following him down the stairs I shake my head, "He has a key to their house too," I tell him once I reach the bottom. "I mean that's how he had sex with me one time. He snuck in their house and blind folded me. I thought it was you but it wasn't."
Taylor stops in his tracks, "Trust me Ave their house is safe," he said clearly looking like he meant his words.
"Fine," I nod. "So you know Zac is losing it as well?" I ask as I walk towards the front door knowing I should go. I might as well take Bree to our parents where Junia already is.
"Something like that," Taylor says though he is hesitant to say anymore. "Just be careful okay. Check in with me every day and look at those pictures."
I nod again unsure of what else to say. Sighing I leave his house and go to my car, putting Bree in her car seat. Once she is buckled in I get in and drive away. I can't help but feel confused at Taylor's something like that comment or his instance that I examine the pictures closer. Then again when am I not confused by Taylor in some way.
Swallowing hard as I look at the gun I feel Zac let go of my hair. I am making no effort to move, scared that if I do he is going to use the gun on me. I'm afraid that Zac is going to kill me like he killed Carrick.
"Get on the damn bed Avery," Zac speaks smacking my ass hard which makes me jump.
Nodding I slowly make my way to the bed and sit down on it, locking eyes with Zac who is still holding the gun. "Are you going to kill me?" I finally ask as my voice gives away just how scared I am that Zac is mad enough to end my life. He may love me but it's apparent that something has changed in him during his time away and it scares the shit out of me.
Zac laughs at that question making his way to the bed where he bends down, putting the gun right at the temple of my forehead. "Are you afraid I will?" he asks his voice harsh and his eyes turning the blackest I have ever seen them look. "You afraid I will put a bullet into that precious head of yours?" he asks as his free hand goes in between my legs roughly and his index finger dips into my wetness causing me to moan out loudly.
"Y..yes," I mutter out biting down on my lip as his finger starts to move inside me making me squirm.
Zac just smirks before pressing the gun harder against my head, "I'd never kill you baby," he whispers seductively as he adds a second finger inside of me harshly which causes my eyes to squeeze shut. "I love you too much to kill you."
"Then why are you holding a gun on me?" I ask him as I try my darnedest not to moan as his fingers continue their assault on me. It feels too good though after already being turned on anyway.
"Because I want to have a little fun with it," Zac says to me and I open my eyes looking back at him. "I want to fuck you senseless while holding you at gun point," he smirks almost looking like an evil villain from one of those killer movies that teens watch.
I can't help but feel my eyes widen at his words, "You could accidentally hit the trigger," I say trying to think of a reason this is a bad idea.
Zac adds a third finger inside of me and I soon hear a click on the gun, "The safety is on," he whispers obviously trying to reassure me. "Though I have had sex with the safety off before," he mutters before moving his fingers out of me and moving them up to his mouth where he licks them clean. That act is so fucking hot.
"Fine," I mutter knowing I have lost mind or I am just damn horny and want Zac to fuck me senseless.
After I give consent I feel Zac push me back on the bed, laying the gun down long enough for him to undress quickly and lay over me, his lips going to my neck as he slides inside of me. It's after he is inside of me that he grabs the gun again and puts it back to my temple.
"Y..you forgot a condom," I tell him in between moans as he starts to thrust in and out of me hard and fast. It feels amazing so amazing that I don't really want him to pull out to put a condom on.
Zac nips my neck at that comment, "I want a baby with you Avery," he mutters on my skin. "We can give Junia a brother or sister," he groans as his movements get harder inside of me, the gun going closer to my temple. It's bad but I am starting to get a thrill of it. "Don't you want to have my babies?" he asks as his lips go up to my ear.
I go silent after what he whispers. I know Zac I told him I couldn't think of having another baby when Carrick was threatening to take Bree away but now Carrick is dead. "I....not yet," I whisper as my nails dig into his back. Bree is only seven months old. I do want to wait until she is at least two before having another child.
"I can pull out," Zac says as his breathing gets hard. "Put a condom on."
Shaking my head no I dig my nails farther into his back. I don't want him pulling out now, not when I already feel so close to my orgasm.
"Thought so," he whispers as he moves even faster the bed moving now with his movements. I can't help but pray that Taylor doesn't hear it and come in here. I really don't want him to interrupt sex for me the second time today. I would like to get off once.
Closing my eyes when my orgasm hits I feel my nails break the skin of Zac's back as I moan out his name over and over again, shivering when I feel him soon cum inside of me not long after, his finger hitting the trigger on accident which makes me jump as I hear it.
Zac just moves off me a small smile on his lips, "I just wanted to see your reaction," he tells me between breaths as he lays beside me.
I glare before sitting up in the bed, "You are a crazy asshole," I spit out feeling angry at him. Standing up I quickly grab the sheet off the bed.
"But it wasn't on," Zac sighs as he too stands up and wraps his arms around me right as the door opens and Taylor steps in the room, freezing at the sight in front of him.
Taylor looks down clearly not wanting to see Zac and I, "I..I just came in here to tell Avery that Bree is awake. I think she may be hungry."
I nod and move away from Zac, "Her bottle is in the diaper bag that I left in the car. I'll go get it after I get my clothes on," I sigh knowing my clothes are in his room. Turning back for a minute I reach for the gun on the bed, seeing Zac is looking away from me. He is bent over to grab his clothing and Taylor is looking at his ass with furrowed eyebrows, almost as if Zac is missing something back there.
Dismissing that thought I leave the room, going down the hallway to Taylor's where I put my clothes on in a hurry before going down the stairs and out to my car to get Bree's bottle.
Once I have the bottle in my hand I come back inside, going to the nursery where Bree is in fact awake and sitting up. Picking her up I offer her the bottle which she takes happily, resting her head on my shoulder. Holding her closer I swallow hard. I know Taylor is right not wanting Zac around her. Zac is slowly losing his mind it seems. What he did with the gun today proves that.
"What is mommy going to do baby girl?" I ask her as I sit down in the rocking chair. "How am I going to tell Zac that I can't be with him because I fear for the safety of my kids," I frown also including Junia. She may be his child but I also fear for her safety as well. I thought he loved me enough not to harm me but I know if that gun hadn't had the safety on that I could be dead right now. Zac could have killed me.
Shaking my head I hold Bree on my hip as I leave the room watching as Zac all but runs past me to get downstairs. Not long after he has past me I look at Taylor who has now also came out of the guest room. "What the hell was that about?" I ask before I hear the front door slam shut.
Taylor shakes his head before stepping closer to me, "We just had a disagreement," he frowns looking confused. "Do you still have those pictures Sadie gave you?" he asks me his voice going hushed as if he expects Zac to hear him from outside.
"Yes," I answer back my voice equally as low as his was. "Why?"
"Just..examine them really closely," he nods as he locks eyes with me. "Examine them really closely and really well," he adds on before passing me, going downstairs as well. "And I think it would be best if for the time being you let Bree and Junia both stay at mom and dad's especially since Zac has a key to your house."
Following him down the stairs I shake my head, "He has a key to their house too," I tell him once I reach the bottom. "I mean that's how he had sex with me one time. He snuck in their house and blind folded me. I thought it was you but it wasn't."
Taylor stops in his tracks, "Trust me Ave their house is safe," he said clearly looking like he meant his words.
"Fine," I nod. "So you know Zac is losing it as well?" I ask as I walk towards the front door knowing I should go. I might as well take Bree to our parents where Junia already is.
"Something like that," Taylor says though he is hesitant to say anymore. "Just be careful okay. Check in with me every day and look at those pictures."
I nod again unsure of what else to say. Sighing I leave his house and go to my car, putting Bree in her car seat. Once she is buckled in I get in and drive away. I can't help but feel confused at Taylor's something like that comment or his instance that I examine the pictures closer. Then again when am I not confused by Taylor in some way.